Just a really quick update:
I'm still really dazed, I can hardly believe it, but....
I passed... I've become a second year student of our Japan study... It's still really hard to grasp.
I think that somewhere I started to prepare myself for not making it, so making it still kinda came as a (pleasant and welcome) shock.
Ones I get out of my daze (and everything is arranged for the new year) I will start updating again.
Thank you all for the support,
Love you guys